So it is Friday and I think we are going to drop off my daughter's truck with my nephew who is a mechanic and see if we can get that fixed. Hopefully without it costing an arm and a leg. Then we need to get down to the EBT office and straighten out the medicaid and food stamp situation. I've not got the money to feed the extra mouths. We'll need to figure out how they want us to do that so that Shelby and Ana still have their medicaid but I have the food stamps for all three hopefully. We'll find out.
My anxiety is up but for reasons that are silly to most people. It's my house and the space that I spend my time in and how I need to get it organized to better fit my needs. I need to get my desk built but can't yet. I need a better solution for some of the items that I need here. ERG. I want my desk that I designed. Dreams now.....
I'm trying to eat better, I do really good in the morning and early afternoon, but late afternoon and on I don't do so good. It's like as the day wears on me I get weak. :( I need to find nummy snacks that are low fat and low calorie.
I need to learn to cook LOW FAT for my daughter (she has no gall bladder), she is losing weight and I seem to find it. Ugh. I'm a little obsessed about my weight right now because I am crawling up on my peak weight again and I do NOT every want to be there again. I want to get back down to my comfy size and STAY there. I'm tired of the roller coaster. And as much as I love my mom, I do not want to look like her weight wise. I swear I need a suppressant for the latter part of the day.
Well most go and get started on this day. More later maybe.
