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You know that saying when it rains it pours, well I've been stuck in a hail storm for well over a week now and damnit I'm beaten and bruised! Emotionally .... not physically, tho I do have new bruises thanks to packing and moving and stacking etc. This morning I woke up to a cat puking blood, that was scary and well EXPENSIVE $1000 on a credit card with 19.9% apr. woot.... another debt to be divided. Ugh. Then went to my counseling session and paid $50 for half a box of tissues. Came home dealt running into last years anniversary card, started bawling on the phone with my mom, just in time for my friends to come pick up some stuff of theirs that I've been holding for about two years. Then off to pick up cat. In between trying to relay messages to the "soon to be ex... current roommate" and a conversation with his sister who is as baffled as I am about it all. Now I have a very hungry upset cat who will NOT under any circumstances take his medicine (and four sets of paws with claws and bad knees is not much help there!) I'm exhausted after having another two hour long conversation about feelings and the future when it comes to finances with the "roomy". SO.... tomorrow is another day... and I'm sure it will be much more of the same except I really hope my kitty feels better!!! (Even if it is the cat that he is probably going to have to take custody of, I can't afford his care!) OH and for some reason the soon to be ex husband doesn't seem to comprehend WHY I would not want to continue to live in the same house (with him) until the house sells.... really???? WTF, you don't want me as your wife, but you like the conveniences of me being in the house so lets be roommates until we absolutely can't be any longer. I'm effin confused. He doesn't understand why I'm eager to pack my things and be ready to move out as soon as the finances of this situation are worked out. Geee... would YOU want to ... friend or no friend... pain is PAIN!
