So, no answers yet, doctors office is closed today and Monday for the holiday. I called yesterday and they still didn't have all the results and reports they needed and said it would be sometime next week before they may know anything. I find myself getting more and more depressed about the whole situation. I feel like a prisoner in my own home because I can't even go get groceries around the corner, I can't go grab and ice cream (don't need it anyways but still...) I took a big chance last week and drove to the post office to get some vital documents sent to my daughter that she had to have fast. So I went right after I woke up because that is the best part of my day and the time I seem to be the least likely to have the seizures etc. I was still scared and it was probably 15 minutes after I got home with I started having problems. But having to have someone else take me everywhere really sucks! :( It is hard enough for me to accept my lack of physical abilities but all of it together takes away my feeling of being the independent woman I have always been known to be. ... I'm rambling... enough for now.
