Am I really that miserable of a person?
That you know longer want to be around me?
So miserable a person
that you can't stand to talk to me?
Is there no desire to spend time with me anymore?
Why have you stepped away and found someone else?
Am I too... "wrong" ?
Are my morals unethical?
Am I too negative?
Are my values less than?
You say I am your friend, am I one you chose to let go?
Whether intentional or not...
It feels as if you have purposefully chosen to back away
As if you feel it is best for you to do so
Because I am not healthy for you to have in your life.
All I can say... is it is painful.
I feel as if I can no longer depend on you.
That I can no longer turn to you
For fear of judgement or silence
I feel like I am not good enough for you.
That I have been replaced.
