Sunday, August 18, 2019

Gonna try and return to blogging for a while. :D It's only been 2 1/2 years.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo,   Lots of things have changed since I last posted anything.   I moved again, not really a move I wanted to make but one I had to make due to some messed up circumstances.  :(   I did however want out of ABQ, I just didn't want to land back in my home town.  Bleh.  BUT, on a positive note, I have a home and a yard and now a dog!!!  :D 

However recently, two weeks ago, my daughter and granddaughter moved in with me during a family emergency and now I'm trying to figure out life again.   It seems every time I get mildly adjusted to my surroundings and life and changes, something happens to turn things upside down.  But we'll figure this out.   My granddaughter will be 3 yrs old in two months.  Gotta love those 2's.  LOL   Overall she is a really good kid and is doing better now that she and her mom are in a safer, cleaner and more structured environment.  :)

Me, well looks like I may start on a bowling league on Tuesday evenings.   I'm hoping it's coed just so I have a chance to meet people of both sexes.  (I tend to just get along better with men in general because I'm such a tom boy.)  I really can't afford it but I'm giving up a few other things to make it happen because I need the exercise and socialization.   My therapist and psych will be happy to hear that I'm being social and getting exercise.  I'm just hoping I can keep it up and hopefully bowl really well too!  :)

On another note I have a lot of different projects I want to do and well some of them are now on hold due to finances or space.   I also had some travel plans but those are probably going to be put off as well.  :(  Sucks but such is life in my world.

OH and I'm STILL battling my ex for support.  He's now lost a couple of times and we are in the enforcement stage again.  Fingers crossed this time he just cooperates and we can avoid the court battle.  I'm not sure I can look at him in person another time.   It took all I had to keep to myself the last time.  I'm not lowing myself to his level tho.   His lies have grown and changed and now he is claiming to have Asperger syndrome and is on the spectrum AND ... that at the time of the divorce he was supposedly having suicidal thoughts. etc. 

His story changes like people change underwear.  I just wonder what he tells other people.   I guess it bothers me a lot because I have nightmares about losing all my friends because of his mouth and story telling and me not being there to defend myself.  I had a rough dream last night about it and woke up very upset and I do not like starting my day that way. 

Well that is it for now, I'm hoping to get some art and/or jewelry made soon.  Maybe even make a video.  :)

If you are reading this, thanks for sticking with me during my long absence.  :)