Gratitude
The universe has a strange way of putting the pieces of the
puzzle together. Sometimes it is literally all about timing, experiences no
matter how long or how painful, in the end it appears the universe seems to
have its own plan... and sometimes it takes a few anvils but then it becomes
what it should, the pieces fit. I'm grateful that the universe has put the
puzzle pieces together. I hope it works the same for the others involved. What
feels right feels right. —feeling
fantastic.
Today I look at myself and where I currently stand, where my heart is and what direction my future is facing and I realize that the events had to happen, the way they happened, in the time that they happened, in order for things to turn out the way that they have. Kind of hard to ignore the powers that be, whether you call it a higher power, God, Goddess, and the Universe etc. went hey had a very strong plan and well... it appears insisted on myself and even my now ex-husband to listen. There are now four people that I believe are happier than they have been in a very long time. Through the pain and darkness there is joy and light! Profound.... but very true.
I found out on Oct. 3rd that my divorce was final on the 26th of September. For some reason my attorney didn't seem to feel it was necessary for me to know this any sooner. In the past several months I had dreaded this day, was hurt and devastated because I was unwilling to accept that what I had as a marriage for the past 7 years was not a marriage anymore, that he saw me as a different person once the whole tumor event started. I'm not making excuses or agreeing with all that happened as how it happened, but I will say this.... everything does indeed happen for a reason!!!
