Holidays...

My motto all year has pretty much been "It is what it is."  I see that being the same next year as well.  I'm not a fan of the holidays, not because of some of the reasons most have but not all that different I guess either.  I think part of my issues with this holiday season is that the new year is just weeks away and there is the beginning of some sort of expectation of what is to come.  Kind of like the whole concept of making resolutions... I REFUSE to make resolutions.  So, my holiday is going to be pretty much just another day here in my apartment by myself.  bleh.

This past year has been a bit of a nightmare for me, even tho it happened in a more "calm" manner than some who go thru the same thing.  The way, process, reasons, etc.  seem to be haunting me on a daily basis now.  I have a new battle on top of the existing one.  

My new life is one that is very limited in several ways, healthcare, money and living space is just part of that.  I've had to give up so much more than just my house and my "life style"  Financially I am trying to figure out what I can and can’t' keep in order to pay the bills necessary for survival.  Then also trying to figure out what I can sell or give away to make my apartment less grounded... (giving up more stuff... sigh).  

Well enough downer from me, I do hope everyone else's holidays are going well and I wish you all a wonderful Holiday season.