Friday, July 1, 2011

Keeping on keepin on...



So, no answers yet, doctors office is closed today and Monday for the holiday.  I called yesterday and they still didn't have all the results and reports they needed and said it would be sometime next week before they may know anything.  I find myself getting more and more depressed about the whole situation.  I feel like a prisoner in my own home because I can't even go get groceries around the corner, I can't go grab and ice cream (don't need it anyways but still...)  I took a big chance last week and drove to the post office to get some vital documents sent to my daughter that she had to have fast.  So I went right after I woke up because that is the best part of my day and the time I seem to be the least likely to have the seizures etc.  I was still scared and it was probably 15 minutes after I got home with I started having problems.  But having to have someone else take me everywhere really sucks!  :(  It is hard enough for me to accept my lack of physical abilities but all of it together takes away my feeling of being the independent woman I have always been known to be.  ... I'm rambling... enough for now. 

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